“It’s not what you look at that matters, it’s what you see.” -Henry David Thoreau


There’s something within human nature that strives to understand our reality and search for our origin. We’ve been actively seeking the depths of wisdom since we learned how to silence our senses and meditate. It’s almost like there’s this intuitive part of ourselves that knows that quieting the mind is all one has to do to experience the mystery beyond. Mystics have always told us that God is in the silence awaiting to instruct… Myéō (μυέω)- “to initiate and teach the sacred mysteries. Shut the eyes and mouth to experience mystery.” In the past few centuries scientists have taken huge strides through the vast oceans of our reality. As empirical data continues verifying that quieting our private soliloquies and being mindful benefits our physical and mental health more and more people are learning about meditation. There is less squabbling over the differences in religions as many are beginning to see the similarities in their inner traditions. All of these wonderful teachings from enlightened beings, prophets, philosophers, archetypes, and gurus, to God manifesting as Himself have delivered us this Living Wisdom.


“I Will Be What I Will To Be.” There is only one I in existence. That’s a paradox to chew on and disassemble like a Zen Koan. But. Until you doubt the self is what you identify with you’ll never learn who you actually are.

See, this state of awareness is a place of Unity we should all work towards together. When you silence your senses by observing them you become aware of the inner observer. The One who watches is the same silent peace every mystic, every guru, incarnation, prophet spoke on observing from within.

It’s The “I AM” we’re all seeking. The Be-All End-All of existence itself. To say it’s life changing is to undermine how weird that is to experience. In all of our own little ways, sometimes collectively sharing beliefs, we’ve been seeking this greatness when in truth it’s the silent center that’s always observing that feeds our consciousness.

Quantum Mechanics Joke. If a tree falls in a forest and there’s no one to look back is there even a forest?


Mystical Mindstate is the result of a penitentiary dream. I had bottomed out after a nasty battle with addiction and a really toxic lifestyle. I had lost all three of my children, buried a lover and destroyed every ounce of dignity and self respect I had for myself. It was in that state with a life sentence dangled in front of me that I cried out to God. Not for me, but for those I loved to be freed from any burden of guilt regarding me. For my children to evolve past my failures and to soar to heights I couldn’t even imagine.

Then the unthinkable happened. God responded. I awakened to the Divine presence within and accepted that I was exactly where I was supposed to be and that I very much deserved to be incarcerated. I vowed to spend my 40+ years in prison telling any young man who would listen that there is another way. Several months later my lawyer informed me that he had struck a deal with the Honorable Judge Gracie Lewis to place me on probation for 5 years dependent on my completing a prison rehab program called SAFPF.

Now here I am. Aware. Alive. Eternally grateful for the grace that was given to me. It is my lifes mission to share all the spiritual growth and knowledge bestowed on me with the intention of leading others out of darkness.

I thank you so much for taking an interest in mystical experience. It means the world to me that people are seeking information on inner transformation. Mysticism has saved my life and I can’t wait to share all the love and sadness, joy and pain I’ve experienced along the way. Life is beautiful. We truly do grow through what we go through. Peace be with you.


Garland, Texas
United States

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